Dear Melissa Arellano,

Man, you are always the hardest person to write to because of everything that's happened and is continuing to happen. It's about to be the 3rd year anniversary of us you not speaking to me. I am slowly learning to let go of the past, little scorpio woman, and I'm hoping one day you do the same. I hope you liked what I got you for Christmas. If not, then I hope someone who does appreciate it got it instead. I hope you and Erik are doing well and I hope school is fun for you. School for me is stressful and heartbreaking but very much needed. I think about you every time I paint and every time I see my bumble bee. I'm talking to this one tattoo artist who might be able to fix it in a way that would look better. The day I went to get it for you I was being impatient and just wanted it done so I rushed. I have this bee which I'm proud to represent for you, it's just not the way I had pictured it. So I'll get it fixed for you Meli, so you can be proud of it too.

Still your big sister even from far away,
Rosie